Inspired by the Giant Sparrow and his fervent belief in the existence of “places where anything is possible”, I have recently completed work on the performance art installation Sleep/Wake. To find out more, join the Sleep/Wake Group on Facebook or check out the reviews on, and linked from, the fabulous Theatreview website.
One of the tasks I’m engaged in at the moment is writing a funding application to Creative New Zealand for the literary magazine JAAM. If you’d like to know more about the magazine – perhaps subscribe, or send in a poem, essay or story – check out the JAAM MySpace or Facebook pages.
Alternative Title: “Me, Me, Me!”
I went to see Malia’s Johnstone’s Dark Tourists on Saturday night. It is a complex, stimulating, funny, dark, beautiful show, and if you get the chance to see it I highly recommend that you do. One idea it raises is that we all take our individuality, our uniqueness and our selves, a little bit too seriously and that we focus on these things too much – at the expense of other people, social harmony and the environment, among other things. This idea has been popping back into my mind over and over since I saw the show and especially just now when I was hunting for a friend on Facebook. Trawling through the many, many profiles of people who have the same name as my friend, I found myself thinking that we all do place ourselves at the centre of our own special universes these days and that technology like Facebook encourages us to do so.
I do realise the irony of raising this issue in my very own weblog!
Also catalysed by my experience of watching Dark Tourists, I have lately been questioning one of my basic assumptions in life, that is, that I am able to be self-sufficient if I choose to be. I don’t mean self-sufficiency in the material sense so much as in an emotional and spiritual sense. For a long time I have operated with the basic assumption that, if it came down to it, I could take care of my own emotional and spiritual needs, thank you very much. I guess this is a sort of ‘back up plan’ in case everyone I love suddenly abandons me – more on the origins of that paranoid delusion in a future post perhaps! Now, you know how you sometimes know that something isn’t true, but you believe in it anyway? Well, I think that this particular untrue belief of mine is starting to change. I will record the consequences, as and when they emerge…